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Someone’s Knocking at the Door

Adult Education 

I was in my early 20’s and spending a Saturday evening at my favorite watering hole. It was closing time but I still wanted to have some fun. Fortunately, there was another club that remained open until 4:00 am (no alcohol was served and it was open to 18 and older). Hope springs eternal. It was a great place to burn off the evening buzz dancing and hanging out. Enter Virginia. When Virginia waltzed into my world, she was 18.

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It can be fun on occasion to feel like a time traveler and take a refreshing dip in the fountain of youth. Sweet Virginia’s eyes twinkled with light as we talked and danced. That twinkle transcends time and space. She was a young one but I was into her. Our kissing on the dance floor was steamy and sensual. My cock seemed hard for hours and constantly pressed against her…which she seemed to enjoy and encourage. A whirlwind of pounding music, flashing lights, and smoke enveloped us in a dreamy haze.

Much to my disappointment, I wasn’t able to whisk Virginia away for a night of pleasure. It happens. I wasn’t really looking for one-night stands and was open to having a steady lover. We had a strong connection that continued to grew over a month or so. We went out a few times and spent a lot of time just hanging out together and talking. I think she was kind of into dating an “older man”…worldly and sophisticated as I was. 😉

 

Houston We Have A Problem

There was a “problem” though with Virginia. Virginia was a virgin. Talk about time travel? I was truly lost in space. We all remember the game, right? He touches her shoulder and moves to a breast…hand pushed away. He tries to comes in from under the shirt…hand pushed down. Squeeze the ass…hand swiped away. Go for a feel between the legs…thighs press tight like a vice grip. After an extended and arduous battle covering weeks, months… a small concession might be made…perhaps pants unbuttoned. Then, there is the big move to slide down inside the panties. Not. Virginia guarded that like she like she was guarding the gates of life itself. To make matters worse, any desire to actually touch or provide me pleasure was clearly an alien concept. She seemed to think it was my gift to be able to provide her pleasure. I can write honestly here, right? I was annoyed.

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In Shadows I mention a curious fascination with the scales of Libra and balance. It’s meaning in my conscious mind isn’t fully elucidated yet but I sense it has to do with themes around women such as sex, love, passion, desire etc…. A woman attempting to exert power over me (in a real way, not fantasy play) by controlling sex and using her pussy as a reward/punishment really rubs me the wrong way. She is (in my view) saying, “what I offer you is greater than what you offer me.” Right, dream on. My feelings here around balance may have been an unknown driver in the Pink Submission gallery. I digress.

I am a patient man and went through this denial scene with Virginia many (too many) times. Now, don’t get me wrong. I don’t believe that a woman should sleep with me just because I want her too. It is her pussy and she can do whatever she wants with it. However, it doesn’t mean I have to like it or hang around until she decides to bestow her divine gift upon me. In fairness to Virginia, she was a virgin. Okay, maybe that makes her “gift” more special at this moment. Still, while it is an admirable desire, I wanted no part of being a blue-balls time traveler.

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Eventually, my patience expired. I told Virginia I respected her decision but it meant we were done. She didn’t understand or respect my decision. I spent a lot of time listening to her crying and comforting her as we talked around in circles about our situation. We were just at different places in our lives. Sex was a sensual passage to a deeper, more intimate connection for me. My days of struggling with virgins and this game in general were a thing of the past. I was trying to be a good guy. Her pussy was extra special and I wanted to honor that value. She said she didn’t want to lose me and would be willing to give me her virginity. I said no. (Dear Libra, ….)

Calling To You

As our little cosmic saga was unfolding, I’m back at the apartment chillin’ and feeling content with how I handled Virginia. I was no longer a shell-shocked teenage sex warrior wandering through girls in the aftermath of my mother’s suicide. The fog of war was lifting. The outcome of moments like these had begun to matter. I often think about myself as an old man in the winter of my seasons and want to be able to look back and feel proud of the path I walked with women. I want to be able to feel that warmth in my soul. I had turned a new leaf but…old habits are hard to break.

Virgin 7

My doorbell rings and there is pounding on the door followed by Virginia’s sad but still angelic voice. “Michael! Michael! Let me in…I know you’re in there!” I thought, “Fuck. Stop tempting me…” I could feel a familiar force swelling within (not my cock) that made we just want to fuck her and make her pay. Pay for what? Who knows. Pay for the pain women had given me in the past…take a down payment on the pain I would surely face in the future…a little insurance to ensure the scale remain balanced. A Shadow’s presence is a powerful force.

Increasingly counterbalancing thoughts like these was a soulful clarity where I felt connected to the innocent boy deep within me and what I feel is my true nature…a thoughtful, sensual (and playfully naughty) spirit. As a child, I once failed a science project because I refused to kill insects for an insect collection. That spirit would never want to intentionally hurt anyone. I thought about Virginia’s future and mine…I knew our paths would never merge into one. If I dug deep, I truly cared about how she would look back on this special moment in her life. I didn’t want to leave her with painful memories.

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The noise on the other side of the door is building. Virginia is crying and pleading with me to let her in. The temptation is strong. It isn’t often that a man has a 18 year-old virgin beating on the door begging to be fucked. Darkness and light were juxtaposed and calling to me. “Open the door and fuck the hell out of the pompous virgin!” On the other side, “Don’t be the dick that breaks her heart and causes her to lose faith.” Damn it, I wanted to fuck her so bad!

Virgin 2 copy

“Michael, please! Let me in! I want you to have all of me.” I could imagine her once twinkling eyes now filled with tears. What should have happened naturally and magically between budding lovers became something much larger in my psyche and everything was messy now. I leaned unconvinced into the door with one hand on the bolt lock, “Your future husband will see your virginity as a special gift. It doesn’t mean to me what it means to you. I can’t promise you a future. You’ll regret it one day. We’ve talked about this! I won’t let you in. Go away! We are done!”

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I hate seeing a woman cry. All I have to do is turn the lock and open the door to make her smile. She’s a woman now and free to do what she wants…including fucking me, right? I can feel her beautiful little fists beating against the door. I’m sweating and my heart is pounding…my cock is rock hard. I can imagine her bent over clutching the sheets with her face buried in the mattress screaming in divine bliss as I pound her tight, little virgin pussy into submission. Maybe I could fuck her and it would work out…

This visual would have to be enough. I felt like I had already restored some sense of balance in the universe. I didn’t let her in. I didn’t let her have my cock.

Ice Cream Man

A few weeks later, there is a knock at my door one Saturday morning. It had been a late night and I was possibly still buzzed. I try to calm down my morning wood as I stumble towards the door while looking around for some shorts.

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Opening the door, I’m momentarily blinded by the mid-morning sun and surely hallucinating. In the name of karma, has Dionysus sent the young Aphrodite to my door as a reward for my good deed?

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Okay, maybe I was more than still a little buzzed. It actually went down something like this:

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Aphrodite Looking Babe: (smiling with eyes twinkling) Hi, hope I didn’t wake you? 

Me: (dazed and confused) Oh no, I’m wide awake.

ALB: Could I borrow some ice?

Me: (rubbing my eyes and thinking—why, because you’re so fucking hot!?) Sure, not a problem. Do you live in this building?

ALB: (pointing to her left) I live a couple buildings over.…

Me: (a knowing smile forms) Well, you’ve come a long way…for ice?

ALB: (beginning to blush) Oh…yes…haha. I really don’t know anyone here and needed ice so I thought about you…. I’ve seen you at the pool and around the apartments coming and going. My roommate and I have beeped at you a few times when our cars passed but you must not have heard us. 

Me: I thought you looked familiar. You aren’t easy to miss. Please, come on in. Care for something to drink? Coffee, beer, …or wine?

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So, what happened? We shared a couple glasses of wine. Oh, you want to know what else happened? I fucked her. She didn’t leave with ice but left with plenty of cream. Some “doors” refuse to open and others can’t wait to be opened up.

Postscript: I would continue to see the Aphrodite looking babe (Hannah) but that is a story for another day.

71 comments on “Someone’s Knocking at the Door

  1. maharedwynn
    July 22, 2016

    That’s pretty exceptional for a guy in his early 20’s. Good for you! And the universe or karma or whatever seems to have paid you back for doing the right thing. Your artwork is amazing, Michael.

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    • Michael
      July 22, 2016

      Thank you, Mari 🙂 The universe does seem to have a way finding balance. I really appreciate the artwork comment too! I don’t consider it a creative strength but I’m working on it. I have so much fun with this part of my posts. So glad you like them 🙂

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  2. Ret MP
    July 22, 2016

    New to your blog I am taking the liberty of asking some questions. I have loved a libra man. Nothing like that experience. You are Libra? Timely post, supremely applicable in the area of learning to control your loins, thinking about the whole person beyond the hips. Very Mature. Appreciate the write. -Ret

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    • Michael
      July 22, 2016

      Thanks for visiting, Ret 🙂 Like most blogs, there is a lot of history within. I’m actually a Leo and enjoy dabbling in astrology and mythology. I’m not sure I’ve fully mastered control of the loins but I definitely value the beauty of a woman (inner and outer). Each is a special gift.

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  3. Tosha Michelle
    July 22, 2016

    What a life you have lived

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  4. Rita
    July 22, 2016

    Love this post!

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  5. Rebecca Dawn
    July 22, 2016

    Ah! I was reading this on my break! And you dared to tease me! Leaving me hanging with suspense and tingling!!😉

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    • Michael
      July 22, 2016

      Haha! 🙂 I wanted to get into the juicy details there at the end but the post was already too long. Sex was only a backdrop in this one as I worked through a little psychology. Sounds like you might need some ice, sexy Rebecca? 😉

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      • Rebecca Dawn
        July 22, 2016

        Yes I did. It was a little awkward since I wasn’t alone on my break! 😂

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        • Michael
          July 23, 2016

          Haha, love that visual of you being naughty and trying to play it off with people around 🙂

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  6. Misfit Mystic
    July 22, 2016

    Ahhhh….the Universe gave you exactly what you needed at the time when you said no to the thing you didn’t need. Beautiful art and writing, sweet one.

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    • Michael
      July 22, 2016

      Thank you, my mystic (and not so misfit) friend 🙂 It did seem to workout right and I don’t believe it was coincidence. I’m excited you enjoyed the post and artwork. The digital art isn’t always good but it is such a creative release. 🙂

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  7. 🌐 'M.' 🌐
    July 22, 2016

    quite a fun read! 😂

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    • Michael
      July 22, 2016

      Haha, thank you! I did slip a bit of humor into this one. 🙂 Trying to soften the edges…

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  8. Lavender
    July 22, 2016

    I can understand from Virginia’s point of view in that I believed it should be a gift yet for my I did it out of obligation which I regret of course. But no use looking back into the past one must move on. You demonstrated great strength and resistance. I admire you for that.

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    • Michael
      July 23, 2016

      Thank you for sharing your reaction and experience in a similar moment. I hope the way I expressed my reaction to Virginia wasn’t too harsh or demeaning of a woman’s choice to share herself. We both have gifts to share. Sometimes it isn’t the right time or the right person. I’m sorry to hear your first experience leaves you with a sad memory. Hopefully, your lover shares this regret and wishes he had handled it better…became a better man and ended the cycle of hurt. Thanks again for stopping by 🙂

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  9. Lavender
    July 23, 2016

    No I don’t believe it was harsh. It was the right thing to do. However, I would how she reacted. Who she eventually chose and if she has any regrets. The cycle never ends unfortunately. From my life experiences, I think it best I watch from afar than being in the moment.

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    • Lavender
      July 23, 2016

      Wonder*

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    • Michael
      July 24, 2016

      Hopefully, she waited until she was married. I’d hate to think I missed out for no reason, ha! Lavender, I’m enjoying your blog. Hopefully, will one day decide it is better to be in arena than in the stands watching. 🙂

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      • Lavender
        July 24, 2016

        You never heard back from her again ? Yes that’s what I’m wondering if she met a rebound guy and we’ll that would have sucked

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        • Michael
          July 24, 2016

          Right, I don’t recall the aftermath of that too well but nothing noteworthy. She needed more time to mature sexually anyway. She was very centered on receiving and not giving…energy. 🙂

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          • Lavender
            July 25, 2016

            You don’t recall that one too well ? I take it there was way too much for you. Lol….as it was her first time I think her expectation was in receiving as she would be giving you her “gift”, that’s what I interpret as for your story.

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            • Michael
              July 25, 2016

              LOL! I just meant the lingering fallout. You interpreted it right. I’m just saying that outside of intercourse she didn’t have a sensual way of giving. 🙂

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            • Lavender
              July 25, 2016

              You mean she wasn’t invested sexually?

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  10. Aurora
    July 23, 2016

    Aww, that must have taken a lot of willpower to deny her when she was pounding on your door. That’s really admirable. And then you got a gift from the universe for your strength of character!! 😀
    I loved this anecdote from your past. You’re an excellent story teller and the visuals are amazing as always.
    Whets my appetite for more… 😉😏

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    • Michael
      July 24, 2016

      Awww, thank you sweet and sexy Aurora! <3:-* Hope your vacation has been fun and relaxing…a little time to daydream, recharge, and get your…juices flowing. Of course I'm talking about creative juices. Okay, not really 😀 Love the "storyteller" and visual feedback…you have me all giggly and smiling here. Let me know if you need any ice…. 😉

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      • Aurora
        July 24, 2016

        You’re very welcome, honey! 😘

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  11. Morgan
    July 23, 2016

    A interesting life you live

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    • Michael
      July 24, 2016

      Well, I only write about what is hopefully the more interesting moments. 🙂 Believe me, there have been plenty of not-so-interesting days. You, however, make my days interesting and sexy 🙂

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      • Morgan
        July 24, 2016

        We all have not so interesting moments. It nice to know I make your day interesting and sexy. 🙂

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  12. Kristi
    July 24, 2016

    always the gentleman Michael! there are not many men that would have shown such constraint, kudos to you my sexy friend. xoxo

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    • Michael
      July 24, 2016

      Thank you, beautiful girl :-* This was a tough one. I had something happen prior to this where I began to question things and this was my first test. I’ve written in other comments though that I have stumbled since but try to stay on course. I suppose it is a journey we all share :-)<3

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      • Kristi
        July 24, 2016

        I’d say you passed the test with flying colors. And as I am learning myself, walking the straight line is well… rather boring quite frankly. I’d rather skip, hop, stumble and flop. ;D

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        • Michael
          July 25, 2016

          You know I am with you, beautiful :-* You certainly skip and hop…but I wouldn’t say flop 😉

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          • Kristi
            July 27, 2016

            oh, but you haven’t seen me superman my self into a pool Michael! 😉 *FLOP*

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  13. sexualdespondant
    July 24, 2016

    This showed me the kind of person you are. To think about the feelings and the future of others is something that a lot of 20 year olds don’t even think about when confronted with the situation you were in. You are one of a kind!

    Sid

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    • Michael
      July 24, 2016

      Hi Sid, glad to see you back 🙂 Hope things have going well for you. I appreciate your thoughts on the situation and my response. Like everyone else though, I’ve made plenty of bad decisions, ha! This was something of a pivotal moment for me trying to walk a better path. I still stumbled and continue to stumble. Hope you’re having a great weekend!

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      • sexualdespondant
        July 24, 2016

        We all have stumbled and will continue throughout life. It is, in my opinion, easier to talk about what we did wrong than what we did right. I am enjoying the weekend as much as I can, I hope you’re enjoying your weekend too.

        Sid

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        • Michael
          July 24, 2016

          Well said, my friend. This seems to reflect both your modesty and humility…both very admirable. Things are going great here. Hope you have time and inspiration to write in the near future 🙂

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  14. paws2smile
    July 28, 2016

    That is some willpower you have! Good for you!

    I was a Virginia, only not pounding on doors yelling to be fucked. I thought that I would wait until marriage to have sex. It was coming close to my 21st birthday and I was reminded that a person never knows when their time is up. And sex was something I definitely wanted to experience before my time was up. So I decided to lose my V-card with my then boyfriend.
    After we had sex all I could think of was, ‘Why in the hell didn’t I do this earlier?!?’ Bahahahaha!

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    • Michael
      July 30, 2016

      Haha! That is a happy ending in more ways than one I suspect 🙂 Thanks so much for your compliment around will power…it was definitely not easy. Hopefully, she found a better situation and a memory that she can feel good about…like yours 🙂 Thanks for stopping by and sharing your thoughts.

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  15. Morgan
    July 28, 2016

    I told you if I wrote anything good I would let you know so here it is maybe you’ll like it is.
    https://uniqueharmoney.wordpress.com/2016/07/28/erotically-intense/

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  16. Copper Cranes
    August 2, 2016

    Michael, I’m so impressed that while in your early 20’s that you had the insight to make such a self-less decision, not easy I’m sure, and look how The Universe rewarded you. Take good care. ~ Mia

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    • Michael
      August 3, 2016

      Thank you for such a sweet comment, Mia ☺️💖 It was definitely a “hard” situation 😉 Seriously though, I do look back on this as a positive turning point for me and hopefully it helped her as well. 😊

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  17. tickledfancee
    August 8, 2016

    Michael, I’m sorry I’m late to the party! Somehow I missed this one when it was released. Glad I happened to check your site (of course when I couldn’t get back to sleep…)
    So I’m impressed with your decision regarding Virginia. You saved yourself a good deal of trouble too, I’m sure! Glad that Hannah brought you the balance you deserved.
    I also enjoyed the little crumbs of details about your countenance… Taking a hit for not killing insects. You made my heart smile. Thank you for sharing a little bit more of yourself here in this post. Glad I caught it, albeit a few weeks late.
    Happy Summer to you, Michael! The heat wave has finally broken in the east, but there is more to come, I’m sure!

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    • Michael
      August 8, 2016

      Thank you Tiffany, you always make me smile 🙂 Yeah, the insect project was a train wreck. I remember working so hard looking around for bugs that were already dead but hadn’t decayed too much. I mean seriously, I was supposed to kill a butterfly? No way. The universe was kind to me on this one and balanced the scale… 😉 Glad the heat wave has lifted for you…even if briefly. Although, I imagine it is always hot when you are around! :-):-*

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      • tickledfancee
        August 8, 2016

        Michael, wow! You put a lot of effort into that project, glad to hear you stuck to your own ideals. Sometimes that makes life harder when we do.
        Haha! I wish re heat. Maybe in the right company 😉
        Have a great week, Michael!

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  20. sameera162316
    August 25, 2016

    So sexy…

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  21. naughtyangel22
    September 3, 2016

    Intense read love the way ur truth sounds so good when the truth did Burt some one. But u did get a reward *wink* so here is to good decisions even those that hurt

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    • Michael
      September 5, 2016

      This was a difficult story. The reaction has been more positive than I expected…and, as you point out, I did hurt someone. Her pain would have been much worse had I taken her virginity and then broke up with her. I would have been selfish and hurt even worse. I also felt like she was “wired” different than me as it came to sensuality and physical pleasure in a relationship. It was very one way for her. The post was a setup for Cognitive Dissonance: Hestia vs. Aphrodite where I explore these underlying relationship issues a little deeper. Thanks so much for taking time to read the post and sharing your thoughtful comments. 🙂

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  22. mickey!! :*
    December 10, 2016

    Oh god, you’re so hot and sexy! You have me dripping wet…

    Liked by 1 person

    • Michael
      December 10, 2016

      Mmmm, love the thought of you being dripping wet…

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      • Niharika
        December 10, 2016

        Yes, I’m so wet for you…

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      • Niharika
        December 10, 2016

        By the way, what’s your age?

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        • Michael
          December 10, 2016

          (based on comments here and from other posts) So Niharika, you do realize that I suspect you are a man? You don’t have a blog so you are passing some time pretending to be a girl and this in some way excites you. Do you wish you were a girl? Or, maybe you are a man that fantasizes about sucking cock? Perhaps a man that fantasizes about getting fucked in the ass? Maybe you are man that gets off thinking about a man like me fucking your wife? Perhaps you would like to eat my cum from your wife’s pussy? Women don’t come onto blogs and communicate like you do. You really need to get better at your craft if you want to play sex games.

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          • Niharika
            December 10, 2016

            I’m sorry, but I am a girl.

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          • Niharika
            December 10, 2016

            Why do you think I’m a guy?

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          • Niharika
            December 10, 2016

            I’m sorry you feel this way. If you don’t want to communicate it’s totally fine.😃 Anyways, nice to talk to you.

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